her rabid glow is like braille to the night.

i just read an article about a lesbian couple who is getting married after over 50 years of being together and i cried a little bit. it is so beautiful. but i am also a big pussy.

le sigh.
i am trying to write and it is just not happening. i have this feeling in my stomach- green leaves drifting down through oak creek canyon, milky afternoon light streaming in, your hand resting on my thigh, a sense of wonder and forward movement filtering in through my skin down to my marrow- but i can't get it onto the empty page filling my screen. but i trust that it will come. i hope.