a love letter to the posse and its various branches.

i have had a good couple of days, despite being a bit sick.
i am so lucky to be surrounded by amazing, talented people.
when i am around them, i feel like a real person again.
and even when i am without them, i am feeling better and better every day.
about myself, about my life, about my past, about my future.
for those friends of mine who are far away who read this- aly, tony, etc.- and for those who don't- kendra, rene, brookE, etc.- please know that i love you and miss you and think of you always. you make my life infinitely more rich and interesting and i wouldn't be here without you.
especially kendra. always kendra. my darling redheaded porcelain partner in crime. in the five years of our friendship, we have never taken a single photo together- a tragic fact. sometimes i feel like you know and value me more than i do myself. i am so worried about you; worried that the city is stealing your spark, worried that you are drinking too much, worried that you will never come home. but i know you will pull through and create the beautiful, fantastical, wondrous life for yourself that you have always dreamed of and that you deserve.

my friends are fucking brilliant. end of story.

edit: altering one's blog-profile seems to be the thing to do at 2 am these days.