come on, mood shift, shift back to good again.

(come on, chemicals).

having just spent a deliriously happy weekend with my significant other, i realized today that my room feels empty without him in it.
distance is no fun. but it's all worth it, completely and utterly.
i have never dated such a person before in my life- someone mature and caring; someone fun and generous; someone intelligent and witty and handsome and creative.
in case you couldn't tell, i am head over heels here.
and, for once, i am not even worried about the state of my relationship, which is a nice change from, well, every other relationship i have ever had. i feel secure, stable, oh god...happy?
yeah, like i said, a nice change. i just hate living 60 miles away from him, as we don't get to see each other nearly as much as i'd like.
but. i am one stubborn motherfucker and i am not going to fuck this one up, let me tell you.
in other news, i think that a posse of my exes are conspiring against me and plotting a coup. just fyi. the time may come when we must fight them, like the zombie incarnations of hardcore kids. shit.