i really do love modest mouse more than i love most things. and people. man. aly really is missing out here.
staying at ben's for a bit while he is out of town. he has a petite side-house/studio in someone's backyard. i refuse to stay at ben's alone (creeepy little house he's got there; very interesting chi) but i am not sure if his front neighbors will appreciate my constant parade of friends always coming and going in and out of the house. hopefully they just won't notice me much.
after last night's long talk, i feel completely and utterly rejuvenated and alive. i am still missing velvet every minute of every day, but i feel like i have a new lease on life, to use an awful cliche.
okay. new plan. going to make the most of things. be gregarious but not obnoxiously so. crack out of this shell a little bit. you know. blossom.
hopefully this will work. i am tired of being anxious and depressed and frustrated. then maybe the bad dreams will stop.
wish me luck.
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